I'm sorry I've been gone for so long, everyone, I didn't mean to neglect all of you.

I'm going to Portland Community College at the moment, but I'm only taking two classes, History and Math at the moment. The History class is awesome, the math not so much, haha.

I've taken a lot of pictures and written a few things, but I'm not really happy with how any of it has come out, so I'm reluctant to post any of it... my apologies. Nothing really seems good enough right now.

I haven't been feeling so great lately... I think it's a lack of sleep and continued boredom and loneliness down here where I still hardly know anyone. I think I've forgotten how to talk to people and make friends in the real world.

Though... when I skip a class it would be nice if people didn't turn on the TV when I'm trying to sleep.

I feel exhausted but I can't sleep; I've been lying in bed since 11:30 and managed to only take a half hour nap.

All my big projects and RP groups always seem to fall through; I can't help but wonder if that's because of my own administration skills. Maybe I should try to join someone elses' group, but... nothing really seems to interest me at the moment, either.

All I want is a competent writing partner and something interesting to work on, but it never seems like I can have both at the same time. Right now it doesn't really seem like I have either, and I have far too much free time even going to school for me to be okay with this.

I could work on other things, like photography and drawing, but like I said, I haven't been happy with that lately either.

I don't really know what to do.

Sorry for rambling.